Ok...to begin

Well...I ended my engagement about 3 weeks ago...since then I have been dating and getting #'s from girls all over the place, trust me I'm no gigolo but I truly don't care when it comes to talking to girls. At work the guys keep asking me how my dates have gone, what have I been doing, every time I tell them a little bit, one friend always says "damn you should right a blog!"...not about what happens on these dates but about how I feel...for example, I was talking to this very young girl 23 years old, I'm 31 (we'll get to my age and situation later, but I do look very young)...she was as dumb as a wall, knew nothing about anything, and once she mentioned the Jonas Brothers or boys, whatever they're called, I almost puked!...but she was REALLY cute...nothing came from it...I only saw here the one time I got her #

So, I've decided to start a blog to just write, take up my friend's advice, I'm trying to be single for at least 6 months, that is my goal. Some how or another I just can't do it, maybe it's loneliness, I don't know...today I'm going to try to do something that I would have never saw myself doing, I will be telling a GREAT girl that I can't see here anymore. Everything is happening way too fast, she wants more but my emotions are all over the place...I mean for **cks sakes 3 weeks ago I was getting married!! I don't know how she will take it...I'll post in about 6 hours...this will be tough